fuck it all

So i have came to the conclusion that all guys are a waistt of my time. and that falling in love isn't worth anyone's time because its only about hurt and lies. and who's to settle for thatt? i hate being played and told shit that's not true, and i only trust like 4? guys right now. and 2 of them consist of my brothers. well in a way 3. but still! im so done with any guy that only wants ass. im done with any BOY that is only gonna stick around for a week. I'm done with all of you assholes who call your selves "men" because your not a man to me until you prove it. and i mean show me what it means to be in love because myself? i don't even know the meaning. no body does. and honestly no one ever will. im 14 years old and im heart broken as can be and still have many more heart breaks to come.. and forever to go

i am in school right now and its 2:01 and im testinng for english and i gotta 230! better than alotta people (:

So, today was pretty fun woke up at like 9! & went to friendly's with my sister and dad yeah hahaha always fun! then we went to my grandma's and hungout for a bit. yeah i hang with old people for a living. me and my sister made this weird video! because well shes the fucking shit. and then we went to the movies where we seen "my bloody valentine" in 3D it bommmbb (: haha! I DIDNT GET MY CELL! and im very mad about that. maybe next weekend? hopefully : / we came home and i sat my ass on the computer. and then went to have dinner with my family (: yes yes <3 hhaha and then i ate some ice cream! outta the carton i will add! <3 with chocolate syrup (: & then i went and took a shower.. straightendd me hairrr and all tht shit! (: haha. and thenn i came down here and thats about ittt. sooooo! imaa go to bed now. oh & btw i like someone! ttfn <3 goodnight (: